Stop with thy incessant babble. You sound like a broken tiny tears' doll repeating 'wha wha' in unison with a wind-up faded circus themed jack in the box. Up and down, up and down saying the identical words trying to prove to anyone lame enough to listen how important you are and how vitally imperative what you have to say is. Don't look now but no one is listening to your sad story, again. What time you are not babbling on and on about what you do for others and how they don't appreciate you, take you for granted, use you for their benefit, you are whining about how hard your life has been and how you always get the short end of the stick. Have you ever stopped to take a breath to realize just how much you are creating your own misery? You can babble all you care to but the truth stands while the rest falls away.
Check the temperature of your environment to see how many people are slowly exiting your life, refusing to be in your presence and avoiding you at all costs. Could it possibly be that you are the source of your irritation and not the other way around? How many times do you repeat how much you've done for someone or "after all the help I've given them and then they go and treat me like that." If you are aware and have recorded (either mentally, figuratively, or physically, the supposed 'help' you've offered, you are an emotional tyrant invested tax collector who feeds off the misery you project onto others.
Instead of complaining, moaning, groaning, droning, looking for sympathy and gossiping about the ones who have done you so wrong, look to the source: YOU. Get the actual fully animated sickening picture of your exhausting emotional display. You are so miserable but refuse to 'shut up' long enough to see the wolf in the woods, howling. {He yelps at the full moon as if it's wrong to be in the sky.} You are spoiled beyond compare! The distorted focus, (which is the source of your misery and despair) is a blood tinged key locked up in the past which you refuse to release. You insist on bathing in the 'blood of old imagined wounds' which you believe are the most severe and should have never taken place.
Big Deal! Whether they occurred or not is not the foreboding issue. The problem lies in the fact that your life is stuck on one track of desperation to hang onto something that is long since evaporated. So much time has elapsed since that so-called unfortunate event, but you won't get in the present. You want to hang onto stinking debris and foul up the fresh air with morbid ancient emotional garbage. Give IT a rest. Give you a break and the others who must be involved with you. No one wants to hear the same old story over and over and over. Is THAT all there is to you life?
It's almost as if you have to let go of that -gripe, offense, abuse, neglect, rape, maltreatment, physical abuse, desertion, abandonment, divorce, affair, sexual misconduct, robbery, lie, death, dishonesty, cheat, murder, disappointment, imprisonment, violation, excessive materiality, and etc., you would lose your identity. NOT so. You are much more than the sum total parts of your life! (And, most especially one event that you have magnified out of all proportion) Why do you need to focus on that all the time? IS it really all you have going for you? Do you honestly believe that you have no other existence outside of the so-called tragedy that occurred?Does it matter to you that you can't find fulfillment in your sexual life?
Life brings to us all a wave of events: some pleasant, others unpleasant. But, no one is overloaded or 'dumped upon' unnecessarily. It does not matter if you don't understand appreciate or value the unfortunate circumstances, the transformation is hidden in the horrendous pain and the complete release of it. "Hurt Me One More Time, Please" should be your mantra not so you can bemoan more but so you can see just how much you need to work on in the grievance department. (Don't you realize, it's a real turn -off-, sexually?) Pain, disappointment, sexual misconduct, emotional distress, depression, health set backs, accidents, unpredicted failures in business, adverse living conditions, weight management, unexpected disturbances, heartbreak in love affairs, and money problems are all part of living on the Earth plane. No one who visits this sphere of mortal activity gets out of here without some part of the "HUMAN" package. It goes with the territory.
So, what are you still grumbling so bitter and resentfully over? Do you think you are exempt from the human race? Afraid not! The more anxiety you need the more you breed. You can stop the flow of incessant fermented soup of slime anytime you so choose. No one other than you can do it. Not only does your mental state, physical well being, financial condition, emotional temperament, but more importantly than all of these incidentals, your musical artistic sexual sensual expression is diminished to the point of non-existence. And, tell me who wants to inhabit the Earth plane not able to flourish attractively, passionately and erotically? In other words, forget totally about PLEASURE! As long as you maintain the bitter grudge, resentment and animosity, you will enjoy no pleasure at all. Period.(First and foremost through sexual avenues)
Hate has a way of dispelling erotic pleasure! If that doesn't matter to you it sure don't matter to me. You're the one who has to live as a dried up prune, feeling cheated, embittered, cynical, old, malicious and spiteful. Won't be attracting much with those attributes? Wealth, health and happiness go hand and hand. Material abundance begins with removing not accumulating. When you have emptied the full vacuum cleaner it can pick up more but not until. To see dreams manifest in your life, you must redirect your attention onto a different realm of activity. You must be where you live now. Not yesterday, 6 months,10 years ago...
PAY ATTENTION! Get your thoughts off of the bad (What you perceive as terrible) and onto the possibility of what can be reaped from your garden of plenty. You do have a garden of plenty, don't you? What is the garden of plenty? It is the sensual sexual sacred artistic vault of potential hidden deep within the recesses of your soul. You do possess a soul and it has a divine intent. This intent includes everything that you have ever encountered. Not some of it. [All of it.] . Don't discount the realm of calamity. It will take some concentrated effort on your part to redirect your thoughts, words and actions. You must begin with ceasing to drag people into old matters of contrite flavors. Place your focus on what is occurring presently without your uttering words of despair and illness. You're only as sick as you want to be. In other words: Get over yourself and how you've been done so wrong. "Don't nobody care." That is where your vital life supporting energy goes building and re-enforcing that ailing foundation. There's no reason to follow that course any longer. Strip the faulty structure of its life supporting beams.
You must not 'change horses in the middle of the stream' by returning to old familiar ways. STAY with process, project, and experiment of releasing the past until you see results. Don't leave the project unfinished. Don't divert your attention no matter how bored, restless, eager, agitated or frustrated you get. Stay with the artistic sexual "YOU" program and do only those things that nurtures a sexually rewarding and satisfying agenda before venturing off into something else. That, alone, is true wisdom. Remember: sexy thoughts first, then, passionate words and last adoring sensual actions work together in an enthusiastic positive precise artistic fashion.
Do not confuse the path or process by saying one thing and doing another. Be loyal to your erotic wisdom and the sensual attracting magic it contains. How much energy and effort and focus will you have to invest? Enough to get a huge everlasting celestial orgasm!
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